之如骨，而同样的恨之有多深，爱也有多深。那样的深刻，让她选择了投河自尽。

    “这么多年，我无时无刻的不在想你，却一直无法找到你的踪影！”

    “找我干什么，你不是有名嫒陪身，仕途无量！”巧如烟愤愤地道。

    “事实并不是你想象中的那样！”柏仁泽脸色是无尽的悲伤。

    “事实就是你抛弃了我，为自己的前程！”

    柏仁泽道：“不，我绝对没有那样想过，当年我在考官府里的文案，而在那时，我却遇上了翠云，我知道翠云对我有意，也向我表达出爱意，告诉我，如果我随她，便可有无尽辉煌的未来，而却拒绝了她，后来，她找过我很多次，她是个好姑娘，我不想误她，我数次拒绝，而有几回，都是她故意让你看到，她跟我在一起，我跟你解释过，但是你没有听进去！”

    巧如烟泪眼道：“那又如何，你最后还不是选择了她，让她告诉我那些！”

    柏仁泽道：“我没有，这事我完全不知道，我根本不知道她说了什么，但是她回来之后，你就消失了，她告诉我你已经决定去淮安城，不再回来，我曾经去淮安城找过你数回，但是却找不到你！”

    “你骗人，你叫她来跟我说，我只是一个无法带给你前途的女子，希望我自知的离去，而且你还送回了我跟你的定情信物，你还记得这玉佩么？”巧如烟从怀里取出那半块玉佩。

    柏仁泽望着那半块玉佩，那正是他在这桥上给的巧如烟，他泪眼道：“记得，我以为丢失了，没想到，会在你手中，那一定是翠云从我身上偷走的，你可知道，我连一件思念你的东西都没有，这些年来，我过来有多苦！”

    巧如烟泪眼吼叫道：“你，你说谎，这么多年来，我都在痛苦中渡过，就是因为你，你离开之后，我已觉得世间没有活着的价值，我去寻了短见，却没有成功，所以才有现在的我，现在的巧如烟！”

    柏仁泽抓着巧如烟的双肩，望着巧如烟的眼睛深情道：“看着我，看着我的眼睛，我没有说谎，我说的一切都是真的！”

    巧如烟望着柏仁泽的眼睛，她最心底，终是有这个她曾经深深爱过的人。那段岁月，那段一起甜蜜的往事。

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